Memories about dad

I really miss those memories with my father.  It was a greatest moment when I was younger. He bring me to all the place I wanted to go. Although he wasn't always by our side. He still take his time to came back to sibu to visit us. He liked to bought to a lots of foods and drinks I want especially coke.because he knew it was my favourite drink and also seaweed. And he also won't forgot to take us to travelling. Since young. He always force is to eat the food we don't like buy saying eat it or you're not my child. Of course we treated him with lots of respect. He was the best father in the world. He took us to kch to stay with him when I was turning to 13years old. He working hard to give us a better life. And yes he did it. Gave us the nice cars and big house and living without worrying. I am so proud of him. He was just a strongest man. Every time when we fell in sick.he always took us to the good hospital but when he was sick. He never want to go and visit doctor. Panaldo was the best medicine for him. Until the day he got stroke. He also doesn't want to go to hospital. First he went to KPJ. But the doctor was not responsible just leave him there and vomiting.and then just told us that they have to help my father to move to General hospital. Before we leaving they still never remind us to make payment it cost 2k plus for just a few hours.after we moved my father to general hospital, I didn't blame them for don't taking good care of my father cause it was really too much people. And we just listen to my father best friends,move to normal they said. So my father been moved to another hospital again. After the few months. My father still leave us and this world forever and ever. And I miss him still. I am really hate to listen to cny song. Because it reminds me of dad more..

Bad year 2013

2013

今年 发生了好多好多事情

失去了这个世界上最爱最疼我的男人

他也是我唯一最爱的男人

那就是 

我最爱的爸爸

7月19日 

凌晨3点16分

爸爸咽下最后一口气 他永远的离开了我

这世界上再也没有人像他一样那么疼我

没人能像他一样 包容我的一切

不让我给人欺负

我很后悔当初没有好好的听你话

你知道我的感情运一向都不好

你说 没关系 爸爸会陪着你的

别担心 我的女儿那么漂亮 一定会找到真正疼你的人

答应你的东西

我还没来得及做到

你就走了。。。

时间能不能到回去呢？？

:(

我好想你。。。

真的很想

LIFE.

Life,

Short and you have to enjoy it.

You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching,

Love like you will never be hurt

Sing like there is nobody listening

And live like it is a heaven on earth. 

I am going to write down all my feeling here,

Happiness 

Sadness 

For me,Friends is important as Family

I care what their feel,

I will listen to what they say,

Trying to do all my best

But no matter how freaking hard i try,i will never be good enough,

But

I Love Them So much,

To my beloved family and friends 

I love you guys.

Please do not leave me alone without any reason.

 

Love??

Oh, I dont need that.

Love is blind 

Love is pain.

You only live once,But if you do it right,once is enough :)